ss before
winter closed down to kill all but their hibernating queen; he would go further。
He was still an alcoholic; always would be; perhaps had been since Sophomore
Class Night in high school when he had taken his first drink。 It had nothing to
do with willpower; or the morality of drinking; or the weakness or strength of
his own character。 There was a broken switch somewhere inside; or a circuit
breaker that didn't work; and he had been propelled down the chute willynilly;
slowly at first; then accelerating as Stovington applied its pressures on him。 A
big grease& slide and at the bottom had been a shattered; ownerless bicycle and
a son with a broken arm。 Jack Torrance in the passive mode。 And his temper; same
thing。 All his life he had been trying unsuccessfully to control it。 He could
remember himself at seven; spanked by a neighbor lady for playing with matches。
He had gone out and hurled a rock at a passing car。 His father had seen that;
and he had descended on little Jacky; roaring。 He had reddened Jack's behind 。。。 and then blacked his
eye。 And when his father had gone into the house;
muttering; to see what was on television; Jack had e upon a stray dog and had
kicked it into the gutter。 There had been two dozen fights in grammar school;
even more of them in high school; warranting two suspensions and uncounted
detentions in spite of his good grades。 Football had provided a partial safety
valve; although he remembered perfectly well that he had spent almost every
minute of every game in a state of high piss…off; taking every opposing block
and tackle personally。 He had been a fine player; making All…Conference in hi