But it was too soon。 She rose； and went across the room to a
drawer； taking out a little tray…cloth。 There was something
quiet and professional about her。 She had been a nurse beside
her husband； both in Warsaw and in the rebellion afterwards。 She
proceeded to set a tray。 It was as if she ignored Brangwen。 He
sat up； unable to bear a contradiction in her。 She moved about
inscrutably。
Then； as he sat there； all mused and wondering； she came near
to him； looking at him with wide； grey eyes that almost smiled
with a low light。 But her ugly…beautiful mouth was still unmoved
and sad。 He was afraid。
His eyes； strained and roused with unusedness； quailed a
little before her； he felt himself quailing and yet he rose； as
if obedient to her； he bent and kissed her heavy； sad； wide
mouth； that was kissed； and did not alter。 Fear was too strong
in him。 Again he had not got her。
She turned away。 The vicarage kitchen was untidy； and yet to
him beautiful with the untidiness of her and her child。 Such a
wonderful remoteness there was about her； and then something in
touch with him； that made his heart knock in his chest。 He stood
there and waited； suspended。
Again she came to him； as he stood in his black clothes； with
blue eyes very bright and puzzled for her； his face tensely
alive； his hair dishevelled。 She came close up to him； to his
intent； black…clothed body； and laid her hand on his arm。 He
remained unmoved。 Her eyes； with a blackness of memory
struggling with passion； primitive and electric away at the back
of them； rejected him and absorbed him at once。 But he remained
himself。 H