he door to the roof。 Itˇs not only unlocked but ajar。 Perhaps someone forgot to close it; but it doesnˇt matter。 The energy field enclosing the roof prevents any desperate form of escape。 And Iˇm not looking to escape; only to fill my lungs with air。 I want to see the sky and the moon on the last night that no one will be hunting me。
The roof is not lit at night; but as soon as my bare feel reach its tiled surface I see his silhouette; black against the lights that shine endlessly in the Capitol。 Thereˇs quite a motion going on down in the streets; music and singing and car horns; none of which I could hear through the thick glass window panels in my room。 I could slip away now; without him noticing me; he wouldnˇt hear me over the din; But the night airˇs so sweet; I canˇt bear returning to that stuffy cage of a room。 And what difference does it make? Whether we speak or not?
My feet move soundlessly across the tiles。 Iˇm only yard behind him when I say; ¨You should be getting some sleep。〃
He starts but doesnˇt turn。 I can see him give his head a slight shake。 ¨I didnˇt want to miss the party。 Itˇs for us; after all。〃
I e up beside him and lean over the edge of the rail。 The wide streets are full of dancing people。 I squint to make out their tiny figures in more detail。 ¨Are they in costumes?〃
¨Who could tell?〃 Peeta answers。 ¨With all the crazy clothes they wear here。 Couldnˇt sleep; either?〃
¨Couldnˇt turn my mind off;〃 I say。
¨Thinking about your family?〃 he asks。
¨No;〃 I admit a bit guiltily。 ¨All I can do is wonder about tomorrow。 Which is pointless; of course。〃 In the light from below; I can see his face now; the awkward way he holds his bandaged hands。 ¨I really am sorry about your hands。〃
¨It doesnˇ