hours makes my stomach churn。 But ind。 I only know that I feel like Iˇve been lying to someone who trusts me。 Or more accurately; to two people。 Iˇve been getting away with it up to this point because of the Games。 But there will be no Games to hide behind back home。
¨Whatˇs wrong?〃 Peeta asks。
¨Nothing;〃 I answer。 We continue walking; past the end of the train; out where even Iˇm fairly sure there are no cameras hidden in the scrubby bushes along the track。 Still no words e。
Haymitch startles me when he lays a hand on my back。 Even now; in the middle of nowhere; he keeps his voice down。 ¨Great job; you two。 Just keep it up in the district until the cameras are gone。 We should be okay。〃 I watch him head back to the train; avoiding Peetaˇs eyes。
¨Whatˇs he mean?〃 Peeta asks me。
¨Itˇs the Capitol。 They didnˇt like our stunt with the berries;〃 I blurt out。
¨What? What are you talking about?〃 he says。
¨It seemed too rebellious。 So; Haymitch has been coaching me through the last few days。 So I didnˇt make it worse;〃 I say。
¨Coaching you? But not me;〃 says Peeta。
¨He knew you were smart enough to get it right;〃 I say。
¨I didnˇt know there was anything to get right;〃 says Peeta。 ¨So; what youˇre saying is; these last few days and then I guess 。 。 。 back in the arena 。 。 。 that was just some strategy you two worked out。〃
¨No。 I mean; I couldnˇt even talk to him in the arena; could I?〃 I stammer。
¨But you knew what he wanted you to do; didnˇt you?〃 says Peeta。 I bite my lip。 ¨Katniss?〃 He drops my hand and I take a step; as if to catch my balance。
¨It was all for the Games;〃 Peeta says。 ¨How you acted。〃
¨Not all of it;〃 I say; tightly holding onto my flowers。 ¨Then how much? No; for