Neither one seemed to notice my
noisy reappearance。
〃You might control yourself on occasion; but these leeches you're taking her
to—〃 Jacob was furiously
accusing her。
〃Yes。 You're right; dog。〃 Alice was snarling; too。 〃The Volturi are the very
essence of our kind—they're
the reason your hair stands on end when you smell me。 They are the substance
of your nightmares; the
dread behind your instincts。 I'm not unaware of that。〃
〃And you take her to them like a bottle of wine for a party!〃 he shouted。
〃You think she'd be better off if I left her here alone; with Victoria
stalking her?〃
〃We can handle the redhead。〃
〃Then why is she still hunting?〃
Jacob growled; and a shudder rippled through his torso。
〃Stop that!〃 I shouted at them both; wild with impatience。 〃Argue when we get
back; let's go!〃
Alice turned for the car; disappearing in her haste。 I hurried after her;
pausing automatically to turn and
lock the door。
Jacob caught my arm with a shivering hand。 〃Please; Bella。 I'm begging。〃
His dark eyes were glistening with tears。 A lump filled my throat。
〃Jake; I have to—〃
〃You don't; though。 You really don't。 You could stay here with me。 You could
stay alive。 For Charlie。
For me。〃
The engine of Carlisle's Mercedes purred; the rhythm of the thrumming spiked
when Alice revved it
impatiently。
I shook my head; tears spattering from my eyes with the sharp motion。 I pulled
my arm free; and he
didn't fight me。
〃Don't die; Bella;〃 he choked out。 〃Don't go。 Don't。〃
What if I never saw him again?
The thought pushed me past the silent tears;