He jumped back into the water。
0500 HOURS
The sphere gleamed in the light。 Norman saw himself reflected in its perfectly polished surface; then saw his image break up; fragmented on the convolutions; as he moved around to the back。
To the door。
It looked like a mouth; he thought。 Like the maw of some primitive creature; about to eat him。 Confronted by the sphere; seeing once again the alien; unhuman pattern of the convolutions; he felt his intention dissolve。 He was suddenly afraid。 He didn't think he could go through with it。
Don't be silly; he told himself。 Harry did it。 And Beth did it。 They survived。
He examined the convolutions; as if for reassurance。 But there wasn't any reassurance to be obtained。 Just curved grooves in the metal; reflecting back the light。
Okay; he thought finally。 I'll do it。 I've e this far; I've survived everything so far。 I might as well do it。
Go ahead and open up。
But the sphere did not open。 It remained exactly as it was; a gleaming; polished; perfect shape。
What was the purpose of the thing? He wished he understood its purpose。
He thought of Dr。 Stein again。 What was Stein's favorite ''330'' line? 〃Understanding is a delaying tactic。〃 Stein used to get angry about that。 When the graduate students would intellectualize; going on and on about patients and their problems; he would interrupt in annoyance; 〃Who cares? Who cares whether we understand the psychodynamics in this case? Do you want to understand how to swim; or do you want to jump in and start swimming? Only people who are afraid of the water want to understand it。 Other people jump in and get wet。〃
Okay; Norman thought。 Let's get wet。
He turned to face the sphere; and thought; Open up。