ever。 I'm starting to feel a little strange。〃
〃Oh no; not you; too! Do you want me to drive you home?〃
〃No。〃 He shook his head; his eyebrows pulling together。 〃I don't feel sick
yet。 Just wrong。 If I have to;
I'll pull over。〃
〃Will you call me as soon as you get in?〃 I asked anxiously。
〃Sure; sure。〃 He frowned; staring ahead into the darkness and biting his lip。
I opened my door to get out; but he grabbed my wrist lightly and held me
there。 I noticed again how hot
his skin felt on mine。
〃What is it; Jake?〃 I asked。
〃There's something I want to tell you; Bella but I think it's going to sound
kind of corny。〃
I sighed。 This would be more of the same from the theater。 〃Go ahead。〃
〃It's just that; I know how you're unhappy a lot。 And; maybe it doesn't help
anything; but I wanted you to
know that I'm always here。 I won't ever let you down—I promise that you can
always count on me。
Wow; that does sound corny。 But you know that; right? That I would never; ever
hurt you?〃
〃Yeah; Jake。 I know that。 And I already do count on you; probably more than
you know。〃
The smile broke across his face the way the sunrise set the clouds on fire;
and I wanted to cut my tongue
out。 I hadn't said one word that was a lie; but I should have lied。 The truth
was wrong; it would hurt him。
I would let him down。
A strange look crossed his face。 〃I really think I'd better go home now;〃 he
said。
I got out quickly。
〃Call me!〃 I yelled as he pulled away。
I watched him go; and he seemed to be in control of the car; at least。 I
stared at the empty street when he
was gone; feeling a